Things are going great for me ♥
i’m doing so bad in school. I blame it on my dirty room.
i missss you :D lets do more and go on adventures this year !
haha if we have time ! I’m down for whatever :)
Love may fade but it doesn’t go away.
My tumblr is getting me mad.
It says I have a message but then when I click to see nothing pops up.
WHAT A DAMN TEASE!
I miss you so much. But I refuse to talk to you.
I cried this morning and this is a fucking warning to everyone. Don’t get me mad today. I’m a bomb ready to explode. But other than that my day can only get better from here on out. Ima wipe these tears and put a smile on my face.
It pisses me off when a girl goes through so much shit for a fucking guy. Yes I understand you love him. But why would you put up with so much fucking shit?????! Why would you let him destroy you? if he loves you like the way you think he does, he wouldn’t treat you like fucking shit!!! Cmon now be fucking smart and leave him. I’m not saying its gonna be easy but its better than staying with someone who is hurting you. It gets me fucking mad when girls come to me with this shit and ask ”how did you do it” like the fuck no fucking guy treated me the way your getting treated….
….I’m just mad on how stupid some girls can be….
this is just too much for me. I’m sorry.
I never thought I would say this. But i regret cutting my hair. I hate it. It looks ugly. I have wanna be bangs that never stay in place. ughhhh i just wanted a trim and ended up cutting 6 inches. womp womp womp. Oh well it grows back. But i just hate seeing pictures with my longer hair it makes me miss it haha I’m pathetic.
My dad feels bad for me… That is sad. But at least he feels my pain.
My aunt and cousin make me want to pack my things and leave my house and never come back. If i had the money to support myself I would move out in a heart beat. I just can’t deal with their nonsense anymore I tired of everything. In a way I’m mad at my dad. Because fall 2010 I had a chance to leave duarte for good but no my dad did not want me moving away for school i couldn’t even go to Cal States (he refused to pay for anything). And I’m just sad because I don’t know why i didn’t ask my god parents for the money and I would’ve payed them back. I regret not go to a UC. I regret not seeking money to go to a Cal state. I regret not dorming. But i can’t just sit here and write everything I regret because everything happens for a reason right? But I just wished I didn’t live in my house anymore. I just want to make money were I’m stable enough to live on my own. I’m unhappy with my living situation and I feel like I can’t do nothing without the money and all the money i have right now is for my car. My car which my dad is making me pay for. the car my dad is pushing back for me to get. I just want my car idgaf how much i have to pay I want it now. Its my gate to my life outside of my house. I feel like a prisoner in my home. I really do. and it drains me. I’m tired of stupid as highschoolers who complain about their parents like bitch I’m about to be 20 and i can’t do shit without my parents approval. I feel like my dad doesn’t want me to do anything that involves me growing up he wants me to stay at home 24/7.
But today he seen apart of me that i have never let anyone see and in a way he felt my pain but only for 10 minutes because after that things went back to normal like didn’t you just hear what i said?
This rant is just about how I can’t wait to be independent. Because honestly I can’t handle this shit anymore its destroying me.
oh and feel free to show my dad this you bitchass snitch. I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.